Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours. Jesus take my life and lead me on. Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours. Let me be to you a sacrifice. And I will praise you Lord. And I will sing of Love come down. And as you show your face. We'll see your glory here. (SONGS 4 WORSHIP Give you my heart CD)

Over the last few months God has really been moving in my life. I have felt God in a greater measure than I have felt in years. Since I made the decision to give my all to the calling of God on my life Satan has really tried to keep me down. Ihave been on my knees fighting in the spiritual realm to defeat satan and the battle that he has waged on me and my family. During this time I was so busy fighting that I forgot about who I was fighting for. My pastors wife was talking to me and she began to talk about balance in your walk with God. It is wonderful how God will give you pastors that discern just what you need and then are bold enough to tell you. She began talking about putting all your emphasis an war and leaving out all the other areas of your walk with God. God used her to open my eyes to what I had been lacking in order to be victorious. I needed more of Jesus. I needed the intamacy with him. That I would be able to hear better what God was saying. To see better what God was doing. And to shut up long enough to hear just how God wants me to proceed. I know that Spiritual warfare is very important in our lives in order to be successful in the things of God, but it is not the most important. The most important part of being a Christian is knowing God. God wants us to know him and his ways as much as he knows us. I want be like David. I want to have a heart that cries out for more of God. As the deer panteth for the water so my soul longeth after thee. The cry of my heart is to know you Lord to live with the touch of your hand. Create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence oh Lord. But renew a right spirit within me. I could go on and on with songs or scriptures about having a relationship with God but it could not do justice with the burning that God has put within my spirit. The desire to know God in a deeper more intimate way is consuming me. God I want to know you I want to feel you. I want to experience you in a way that cannot be described with words. I want to know the deepest parts of God. Not so I can be a victorious warrior. I want to know God because I Love him. I need Him and I want him. More than any words can say.